...no ordinary mom...

Today, I am a bit fine, still sad though and incomplete but anyways, at least some of my questions are being answered. I was so relieved to receive an email from mama. She did not mean to send me a blank message that by the way made me cry. We had exchange emails this past few days and I really want to see her and hug her. Until this morning. I passed by their area on my way to the canteen. She was not there. I went straight ahead to the canteen. And got an egg sandwich and instant noodles for my breakfast. On my way back, I saw her standing. I continue walking thinking if I should go to her or not. And I went back to her area. I went there and gave her a hug. I felt good. And much better after receiving an email from her. God has always a purpose for everything. In God's time, all concerned will be healed and we can start life anew. It is a time of renewal- this situation is an instrument to make us better, stronger and wiser persons. True. In God’s time.

Everything went out of control. A bomb exploded last Wednesday. Everybody was very nosy to know every detail of it. It was like a lechon in a barrio fiesta. We were so worried for Page. I even tried running after her after knowing that she just stepped out of her area. I really thought that she went out of the office. I even asked the security guard where she headed, if she took the elevator or the stairs. I tried reaching her through her celphone, I really thought she was rejecting my call. Just to find out that she just went to the ladies room. We asked her if she is ok. She said she was fine. She was kinda expecting it. She may be unprepared but she understands that this could happen and now it is really happening. She may be judged by some. But her true friends stood by her. Until it reached the top management last Friday. That made her file a terminal leave. We really wanted to talk to her but we were advised not to do so. I tried calling her up, but again, my call was rejected. ...