Sad and lonely...
27 January
I've got mail from her.
She send the pictures of gayle from her celphone when she paid Gayle a visit sometime ago. Again, I miss her.
I know she’s doing good.
She called me up.
She read my blog.
I miss her too.
She seem ok.
I’m sad.
Because I miss them both.
05 February
I felt her sincerity with her email.
And she’s right.
Maybe I really have to let go even just for a while.
I’ve been pushing it hard for us to be okay with everyone and everything.
Maybe, it will really take sometime.
OKAY.
19 Febraury
OMG!
I was teary eyed this morning during our General Assembly.
There was this portion of the program where we were being serenade by the BCDA talents…(haha!) (which by the way, Merle was one of the original cast) with the slide show presentation on the background.
The theme was family and friends so, there are pictures of the employee’s families and friends.
Going back on the being sad and lonely, I was sitting beside Libay.
While watching the presentation, she whispered, Ms. Marge, naiiyak ako.
I was just quiet.
Then I saw our pictures flashing, the faces of bmhi…the picture on my baby shower party…while Maricar is singing the Ang Pag-ibig kong Ito.
I told Libay, Libs, naiiyak din ako.
Kainis talaga!
I miss them na naman.
Na-sad na naman ako.
She called me before lunch.
I told her I miss her.
I texted her last night.
I told her I miss her.
Haaay….when will I see them again?
I've got mail from her.
She send the pictures of gayle from her celphone when she paid Gayle a visit sometime ago. Again, I miss her.
I know she’s doing good.
She called me up.
She read my blog.
I miss her too.
She seem ok.
I’m sad.
Because I miss them both.
05 February
I felt her sincerity with her email.
And she’s right.
Maybe I really have to let go even just for a while.
I’ve been pushing it hard for us to be okay with everyone and everything.
Maybe, it will really take sometime.
OKAY.
19 Febraury
OMG!
I was teary eyed this morning during our General Assembly.
There was this portion of the program where we were being serenade by the BCDA talents…(haha!) (which by the way, Merle was one of the original cast) with the slide show presentation on the background.
The theme was family and friends so, there are pictures of the employee’s families and friends.
Going back on the being sad and lonely, I was sitting beside Libay.
While watching the presentation, she whispered, Ms. Marge, naiiyak ako.
I was just quiet.
Then I saw our pictures flashing, the faces of bmhi…the picture on my baby shower party…while Maricar is singing the Ang Pag-ibig kong Ito.
I told Libay, Libs, naiiyak din ako.
Kainis talaga!
I miss them na naman.
Na-sad na naman ako.
She called me before lunch.
I told her I miss her.
I texted her last night.
I told her I miss her.
Haaay….when will I see them again?
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